Wasting Away Again

I'm in one of those "funks" again - the ones where I don't want to do anything but talk to Russ. I've tried to distract myself by working on school work, but I can't even focus on that. I'm sooo going crazy. I need to talk to him. I need to know if we can come see him for Thanksgiving. I NEED to see him for Thanksgiving. 

I really need to talk to Russ. Nothing will happen until I've been able to talk to him. No school work, no house work... I can hardly play with Vincente right now because I'm so distracted. I need my sweetheart. I need to hear his voice. I need to talk to him. I need him.

I think seeing him last week got me hooked again. 12 more days of school, then its a few weeks of vacation and then RUSS FOREVER! Saying that just makes me even more depressed that it's only today... and I haven't talked with him for a few days. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him...